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In 1995 or 1996
In the wilderness, the desert
No interruption by any
Only me and the majestic nature

I couldn't even breathe well in the Authenticity of Awe from them
I had no other choice but to be humble
Felt so small and tiny like a dot
Smaller than an ant

A frightening sense of safety
The sizzling Sun was burning to purify the human

The Vortex energy penetrated
From the irresistible enormous vibrations that no word can describe
I was spinning feeling dizzy
collapsed and found myself knelt down


My forehead  touched the ground of the hot desert
The water pouring out from the eyes cooled down the forehead a bit

I am nothing
I am precious to You..

The body felt like a feather
Layers of old heavy worn out energetic coats were taken off by themselves
Cannot know how to describe in human language

Freed from...

And there started movements
The energy made the human move
All the joints were freed
Even all the joints in fingers were freed and moving in circular motions
Small circles became big
In the big circles there were small circles

The Circles

Unlocking, unblocking, freeing...
And to become One with the energy
Choreography by the Universe
It is beautiful
Jumping with joy
It is still showing through my Tai Chi Quan movements

The Union with the Vortex energy is still in me and with me
And has become a big part of my Healing Gears.

Ultimate Gratitude

This is just one part of stories and there have been numerous supernatural and spiritual encounters.
They are real, actual, substantial, solid, clear.
A Map to the road in the Journey.

Not New Age lollipops or delusion.
Old Age humans are more familiar with those actually.

All  the preparations stage by stage are to be  a Healer.
I had to heal myself first
and must be able to see behind the illusions of darkness.
It is done.

The preparations were not done by me.
Not my plan either.
Not done yet.
More are coming.
There is no end to human Evolution.

Peace is not  motionless, lethargic, quiet, depressed, and stagnant water.

It will become a swamp.
Some mistakenly see dead lifeless water as Peace by avoiding working on self and the Truth.

Peace is alive,  and flowing.
It is resilient, vibrating with life.
There is Joy  and beauty in it.
Who sees dead water beautiful?


"They do not realize that their mental disturbances of worry, egotism, and so on, and their spiritual blindness to the divine meaning of life are the real causes of all human misery.
When a man has destroyed mental bacteria of intolerance, rage, and fear, and has freed his soul from ignorance, he is unlikely to suffer from physical disease or mental lack"

“Realizing that man’s body is like an electric battery, I reasoned that it could be recharged with energy through the direct agency of human will.
As no action, slight or large, is possible without willing, man can avail himself of this prime mover — Will — to renew his bodily tissues without burdensome apparatus or mechanical exercises. In the simple Yogoda techniques, the life force, centered in man’s medulla oblongata (located in the brain stem which regulates the heart and lung functions), can be consciously and instantly recharged from the unlimited supply of cosmic energy."

Paramahansa Yogananda

=>My partial interpretation with simple and basic words for above

Many are suffering from themselves regardless of the past, present situations.
They cannot see the obstacles and pain as the tools and methods can be used for strengthening their inner power for Connection to themselves.

And they let the False self exploit the True self, Dignity, and Authority, and destroy their Spirits.
There is a dark pleasure from being a victim.

They can use it for their hiding place.
And the Game continues.

Victim state should be transformed into Victor.
-This is the mountain you need to climb.

Ego is involved in some cases.
- Who doesn't have so called Trauma to be honest?

The Union with True self, the Higher self
- If this sounds too overwhelming and obscure, the Will has never been activated by the owner.


"From the beginning, I had a sense of destiny, as though my life was assigned to me by fate and had to be fulfilled. This gave me an inner security and though I could never prove it to myself, it proved itself to me. I did not have this certainty, it had me."

A meaningful coincidence of two or more events where something other than the probability of chance is involved.
Synchronicity is an ever present reality for those who have eyes to see.

Carl Jung

Synchronicity has become part of my life.
It is not a confirmation bias.
I do not look for weak proofs.


My cup and journal

"From the absolute solitude,
There connected an umbilical cord to the Source."
The Only Truth I can say with confidence is that
I am on the right Path.
Wind has found its route to go.
Even when the whole world gets blackout,
I have my own generator to create Light.
When you have you, you get the solid essence of
"I am not partial or fragmented, I am connected to myself,I am Me.
I have it All."
To reach this point, the price was high with many Eureka!s.
If I lose dignity and integrity
I am nothing but a shadow or lifeless dummy.
The biggest Theme of life I have figured out and learned is
Light vs Darkness.(nothing to do with religion)


Revolution: Seeker mode

Evolution: Spiritual warrior mode. Spirituality is Reality.

Ascension: Transformation, I am Me. I am Who I am.
Pictures are taken at my rooftop by me.

While you keep your Ego(pseudo protection which destroys you) and claim yourself 'Spiritual'
and feel lost and misaligned not knowing what to do, where to go?
Spirituality is not a fancy accessory, it is real strength and powerful guidance,

When you are connected to yourself you can connect to the higher and multi dimensions.
And you are on the right direction and Path.


One language,
Cyber Tower of Babel, reaching a god of technology.
Convenience creates great inconvenience.
Empty faces with no true ID are covered by many layers of masks.
False intimacy on sad Merry go Round.
Being afraid of deep real human connection,
They perform their own phantom operas on 2D world.
A huge glazed plastic turkey looks so good in 2D.
The followers drool and go frantic to Like!!!

And One day.
When the internet shuts down,
Apocalypse for those, the End of their world.
And from there
Humans go through a catastrophe of purification.
Some seek for True Wireless Connection.

My hypothesis.

Healing, Heart, Health
You see something in common.
To Heal, one must heal a wounded Heart first, and can achieve Health.
(In most cases on a soul level)



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