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When Ego is challenged
Wrongdoings follow

Flat Screen TV /smart phone vision and mindset
We cannot communicate

Truth doesn't hurt
Your Ego gets hurt by the Truth

Some are liberated by the Truth
Some are hiding in a darker place to avoid the Truth

On the last breath of your life
Would you feel proud of what you chose?

You think you are open
And you don't see your own resistance

The game continues.

The darker it is
The Light stands out more by itself
Light doesn't have to do anything
Just be there
And the contrast only becomes more obvious

When ego is fed too much, it becomes a monster and you cannot control it

The monster becomes your master of destruction
And you become a slave of your own monster

Truth is crystal clear transparent
Very crispy
It is not complex or complicated at all
Your vision and mind are


You don't need to sit in a lotus position to meditate.

A soul backpacker with bare feet

Go and explore, find out!

Sleeping on  a bare ground looking at the night sky counting the stars
No safety
There was Freedom

I didn't fail my mission
Not allowed

It all started out as one tiny dot of light vibrating in the vastness of pitch dark galaxy

Star gate

Who knows how long it took
Maybe eons of life times
The tiny dot has never stopped growing and glowing to expand
And became Huge Light!
No darkness can cover it

Because I came out from the darkness
I know what it is like
I am not afraid of darkness
I know
Who you are...
No game will be played
You already lost


In 1995 or 1996
In the wilderness, the desert
No interruption by any
Only me and the majestic nature

I couldn't even breathe in the Authenticity of Awe from Them
I had no other choice but to be humble
Felt so small and tiny like a dot
Smaller than an ant

A frightening sense of safety
The sizzling Sun was burning to purify the human

The Vortex energy penetrated, wrapped, and took over me

My own way of experiencing Cosmic encounter

From the irresistible enormous vibrations that no word can describe
I was spinning feeling dizzy
collapsed and found myself knelt down


My forehead  touched the surface of the hot desert
The water pouring out from the eyes cooled down the forehead a bit

I am nothing
I am precious to You..

The body felt like a feather
Layers of old heavy worn out energetic coats were taken off by themselves
Cannot know how to describe it in human language (Has no inner dimensions)

Freed from...

And there started movements
The energy made the human move
(There are some fancy labels for it but I do not care)
All the joints were freed
Even all the joints in fingers were freed and moving in circular motions
Small circles became big
In the big circles there were small circles

The Circles

Unlocking, unblocking, freeing...
And to become One with the energy
Choreography by the Universe
It is beautiful
Jumping with joy
It is still showing through my Tai Chi Quan movements

The Union with the Vortex energy is still in me and with me
And has become a big part of my Healing Gears.

Ultimate Gratitude
As Always

Not New Age lollipops or delusion.
Totally opposite.
Old Age humans are more familiar with those actually.

I had to heal myself first
and should be able to see behind the illusions of darkness.
Now I can.

The preparations were not done by me.
Not my plan either.
Not done yet.
More are coming.
There is no end to human Evolution.

Peace is not  motionless, lethargic, quiet, depressed, and stagnant water.

It will become a swamp.
Some mistakenly see dead lifeless water as Peace by avoiding working on self and the Truth.

Peace is alive,  and flowing.
It is resilient, vibrating with life.
There is Joy  and beauty in it.
Who sees dead water beautiful?


"They do not realize that their mental disturbances of worry, egotism, and so on, and their spiritual blindness to the divine meaning of life are the real causes of all human misery.

When a man has destroyed mental bacteria of intolerance, rage, and fear, and has freed his soul from ignorance, he is unlikely to suffer from physical disease or mental lack"

“Realizing that man’s body is like an electric battery, I reasoned that it could be recharged with energy through the direct agency of human will.

As no action, slight or large, is possible without willing, man can avail himself of this prime mover — Will — to renew his bodily tissues without burdensome apparatus or mechanical exercises. In the simple Yogoda techniques, the life force, centered in man’s medulla oblongata (located in the brain stem which regulates the heart and lung functions), can be consciously and instantly recharged from the unlimited supply of Cosmic energy."

Paramahansa Yogananda

=>My partial and humble interpretation with simple and basic words for above

Many are suffering from themselves regardless of the past, present situations.
They cannot see the obstacles and pain as the tools and methods can be used for strengthening their inner power for Connection to themselves and the Higher.

And they let the False self exploit the True self, Dignity, Authenticity, Integrity, and destroy their Spirits.

The Shadow is acting as if it is Real.
And feeling Void ,and Empty never goes away.
The Truth will free us.
We see the Truth in the Light.
We cannot see anything in the dark.(confusion and feeling lost)

There is a dark pleasure from being a victim.

They can use it for their hiding place.
And the Game continues.

Victim state should be transformed into Victor.


"From the beginning, I had a sense of destiny, as though my life was assigned to me by fate and had to be fulfilled. This gave me an inner security and though I could never prove it to myself, it proved itself to me. I did not have this certainty, it had me."

A meaningful coincidence of two or more events where something other than the probability of chance is involved.
Synchronicity is an ever present reality for those who have eyes to see.

Carl Jung

Synchronicity has become part of my life.
It is not a confirmation bias.
I do not look for weak proofs.


My cup and journal

"From the absolute solitude,
There connected an umbilical cord to the Source."
The Only Truth I can say with confidence is that
I am on the right Path.

Wind has found its route to go.
Even when the whole world gets blackout,
I have my own generator to create Light.

The biggest Theme of life I have figured out and learned is
Light vs Darkness.(nothing to do with religion)


Revolution: Seeker mode

Evolution: Spiritual warrior mode. Spirituality is Reality.

Ascension: Transformation, I am Me. I am Who I am.
Pictures are taken at my rooftop by me.


One language,
Cyber Tower of Babel, reaching a god of technology.
Convenience creates great inconvenience.
Empty faces with no true ID are covered by many layers of masks.
False intimacy on sad Merry go Round.
Being afraid of deep real human connection,
They perform their own phantom of operas on 2D world.
A huge glazed plastic turkey looks so good in 2D.
The followers drool and go frantic to Like!!!

And One day.
When the internet shuts down,
Apocalypse for those, the End of their world.
And from there
Humans go through a catastrophe of purification.
Some seek True Wireless Connection.

My hypothesis.

Healing, Heart, Health
You see something in common.
To Heal, one must heal a wounded Heart first, and can achieve Health.
(In most cases on a soul level)




“If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.”

Be alone, that is the secret of invention; be alone, that is when ideas are born.”

“My brain is only a receiver, in the Universe there is a core from which we obtain knowledge, strength and inspiration. I have not penetrated into the secrets of this core, but I know that it exists.”

“If your hate could be turned into electricity, it would light up the whole world.”

― Nikola Tesla

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