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My Blue cup and Journal
"From the absolute solitude,
There connected an umbilical cord to the higher power."
The Only Truth I can say at least with confidence is that
I am on the right Path.
A Wind has found its route to go.

"They do not realize that their mental disturbances of worry, egotism, and so on, and their spiritual blindness to the divine meaning of life are the real causes of all human misery.
When a man has destroyed mental bacteria of intolerance, rage, and fear, and has freed his soul from ignorance, he is unlikely to suffer from physical disease or mental lack"

Paramahansa Yogananda

The power of Forgiveness
"Destructive thoughts about past events improve neither the world nor our life in it. Quite the opposite: the smouldering fires of old disappointments,
of annoyance and rage, or a toxic mental cocktail composed of jealousy and resentment only make the heart heavier and gloomier. We tend to turn away from people who have the smell of sarcasm about them."
Ulrich E. Dupree


Synchronicity has become part of my life.
It is not confirmation bias.
I do not look for weak proofs.

One language,
Cyber Tower of Babel, reaching a god of technology.
Convenience creates great inconvenience.
Empty faces with no true ID are covered by many layers of masks.
False intimacy on sad Merry go Round.
Being afraid of deep real human connection,
They perform their own phantom of operas on 2D world.
A huge glazed plastic turkey looks so good in 2D.
The followers drool and go frantic to Like!!!

Who am I
And who are they?
What is going on?

And One day.
When internet shuts down,
Apocalypse for those, the End of their world.
And from there
Humans go through catastrophe of purification.
Some seek for True Wireless Connection.

My hypothesis.

I am a little warrior who have healed self almost completely
My wings became stronger and my vision got clearer
I can fly across the Eternity and Infinity
I live on integrity, dignity, and truth
Each painful step only gets me a clearer confirmation of my true Identity
And I celebrate each and every single step of my pilgrimage
with both tears and glee
I have surrendered to the Wheel of karma and obeyed the Divine Law
- on my own ways -that has been existing from the beginning
No other choice
On my last breath on this Earth and this life time
I will smile
The Gateway will be joyful
I love myself unconditionally
I exist everywhere and nowhere
I am another universe aligned with Universe
This is who I am
And I know why I am here
I do not follow anything but Truth

Either kill me or show me the way
I screamed
And the passages opened

Solar Flares

Facing to the East
The Sun is always there
I just do not see when it rains
I travel between 2 different dimensions
I am nowhere and everywhere
Being here as a Being is the greatest mystery and a puzzle
Is it about Compassion that I need to achieve?


Whoever digs a pit will fall into it,
and a stone will come back on him who starts it rolling.
Proverbs 26:27
Bible and Karma

True strength is about showing my weakness without fear.
I became strong enough to show my weakness.



My Rooftop

Aurora Borealis

As above, so below
As within, so without
As the Universe, so the soul
(Like Yin and Yang)
Hermes Trismegistus

If you want to find the secrets of the Universe,
Think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.
Nicola Tesla

Love and embrace your insecurity
Then your Ego will weaken
Be free
Unresolved trauma becomes Karma

Hae Jung is a happy Hermit
Eternity is her world
Roaming between spaces
Mind becomes free
Infinity is her Soul
Time doesn't exist

I am grateful for my Path
From a Seeker to a Warrior
And to a Master of my own life
I also thank myself for not giving up

Selfishness is a serious illness
It is a monstrous disease
Your Ego is the worst and the darkest demon
That you have been feeding for your own destruction
How come it is so difficult to understand?
You shackled and chained yourself
You are the one who broke your wings
And you call yourself  'Free Spirit'?
Your wings of illusion and delusion fly you
To Confusion

Humans are getting blind
They cannot see something obvious
They do not see the Eyes with their eyes
What kind of planet am I in and why?
Luckily and fortunately
I am leaving here one day for sure
Soul escaped Land I do not belong
They deceive and being deceived
Both parties are blind with eyes open

Keep the Ego and suffer
Surrender and be free
That is your choice

When you realize that you are tired of yourself and your own games
You see destruction caused by your own monster created by you
You are standing in bleak wilderness alone
With a faith of Not having Faith
Your God is still merciful...


Desert is deeper than ocean in a sense of connecting who we are
Ocean soothes and pampers with layers of secrets and mysteries
In Desert
The Sun seems stronger
The stars seem brighter
The pain we have we feel more
The relief is bigger
The Desert never feels thirsty

You cannot deceive yourself in Desert

When you help others for your own glory
When you help out of  such a pure and strong desire on a soul level
These 2 are like Jekyll and Hyde

Chen Tai Chi Quan
Barefoot human is me