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My Blue cup and Journal

"From the absolute solitude,
There connected an umbilical cord to the Source."
The Only Truth I can say with confidence is that
I am on the right Path.
Wind has found its route to go.
Even when the whole world gets blackout,
I have my own generator to create Light.
When you have you, you get the solid essence of
"I am not partial or fragmented, I am connected to myself,I am Me.
I have it All."
To reach to this point, the price was high with many Eureka!s.
If I lose dignity and integrity
I am nothing but a shadow or lifeless dummy.
The biggest Theme of life I have figured out and learned is
Light vs Darkness.(nothing to do with religion)

"They do not realize that their mental disturbances of worry, egotism, and so on, and their spiritual blindness to the divine meaning of life are the real causes of all human misery.
When a man has destroyed mental bacteria of intolerance, rage, and fear, and has freed his soul from ignorance, he is unlikely to suffer from physical disease or mental lack"

“Realizing that man’s body is like an electric battery, I reasoned that it could be recharged with energy through the direct agency of human will.
As no action, slight or large, is possible without willing, man can avail himself of this prime mover — Will — to renew his bodily tissues without burdensome apparatus or mechanical exercises. In the simple Yogoda techniques, the life force, centered in man’s medulla oblongata (located in the brainstem which regulates the heart and lung functions), can be consciously and instantly recharged from the unlimited supply of cosmic energy."

Paramahansa Yogananda

Synchronicity has become part of my life.
It is not confirmation bias.
I do not look for weak proofs.

One language,
Cyber Tower of Babel, reaching a god of technology.
Convenience creates great inconvenience.
Empty faces with no true ID are covered by many layers of masks.
False intimacy on sad Merry go Round.
Being afraid of deep real human connection,
They perform their own phantom of operas on 2D world.
A huge glazed plastic turkey looks so good in 2D.
The followers drool and go frantic to Like!!!

Who am I?
And who are they?
Where am I going to?
What is really going on?

And One day.
When internet shuts down,
Apocalypse for those, the End of their world.
And from there
Humans go through catastrophe of purification.
Some seek for True Wireless Connection.

My hypothesis.

Healing, Heart, Health
You see something in common.
To Heal, one must heal a wounded Heart first, and can achieve Health.
(In most cases on a soul level)

I am a little warrior who have healed self almost completely
My wings became stronger and my vision got clearer
I can fly across the Eternity and Infinity
I live on integrity, dignity, and truth
Each painful step only gets me a clearer confirmation of my true Identity
And I celebrate each and every single step of my pilgrimage
with both tears and glee
I have surrendered to the Wheel of karma and obeyed the Divine Law
- on my own ways -that has been existing from the beginning
No other choice
On my last breath on this Earth and this life time
I will smile
The Gateway will be joyful
I love myself unconditionally
I exist everywhere and nowhere
I am another universe aligned with Universe
This is who I am
And I know why I am here
I do not follow anything but Truth

I screamed at the One
Either kill me or show me the way
And the passages opened

Solar Flares

Facing to the East
The Sun is always there
I just do not see when it rains
I travel between 2 different dimensions
I am nowhere and everywhere
Being here as a Being is the greatest mystery and a puzzle
And finding out is the most exciting and intriguing work

True strength is about showing my weakness without fear
I became strong enough to show my weakness
Unresolved trauma becomes Karma
Love and embrace your insecurity
Then your Ego will weaken
Be free


Revolution: Seeker mode

Evolution: Spiritual warrior mode. Spirituality is Reality.

Ascension: Transformation, I am Me. I am Who I am.
Pictures are taken at my rooftop by me.

Aurora Borealis

As above, so below
As within, so without
As the Universe, so the soul
(Like Yin and Yang)
Hermes Trismegistus

If you want to find the secrets of the Universe,
Think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration.
Nicola Tesla

Hae Jung is a happy Hermit and a Joy Warrior
Eternity is her world
Roaming between spaces
Mind becomes free
Infinity is her Soul
Time doesn't exist

Keep the Ego and suffer
Surrender and be free
That is your choice
It must be tiring and boring to play Hide and Seek game with self.


Desert is deeper than ocean in a sense of connection to who we are
Ocean soothes and pampers with layers of secrets and mysteries
You can hide and disguise yourself
In Desert
The Sun seems stronger
The stars seem brighter
The pain we have we feel more
The relief is bigger
You will need to have strength to see yourself
The Desert never gets thirsty
You cannot deceive yourself in Desert

I am the Desert

When you help others for your own glory
- Ego
When you help out of  such a pure and strong desire on a soul level
- Compassion
These 2 are like Jekyll and Hyde

Lakota Prayer
Teach me how to trust my heart, my mind, my intuition, my inner knowing,
The senses of my body, the blessings of my spirit.
Teach me to trust these things so that I may enter my sacred space
And love beyond my fear.
And thus walk in balance with the passing of each glorious Sun.

Debauchery, lack of principle/self discipline is not Free Spirit at all.
These are the forms of self abandonment and soul starvation.

Compassion is not weak emotions
It contains wisdom, strength, clear awareness, and actual force to move things

When I was a kid, I used to sit for hours in front of a wall without thinking anything
and they called it  'Meditation'. I didn't label it, I just did it, it was something natural to me.
Label always comes later.

I need to remember
"We don't know what we don't know."

I am someone who believe there is Cosmic Order amid Chaos.

Many are suffering from themselves also.
Face it, deal with it, and resolve it.

Ego draws Dark entities and energies
and you become a hostage of dark forces(low vibration),
Affects mental, emotional, and spiritual state and of course physical also.
Infant souls are always hungry and constantly try to fill the milk bottle
Instead of growing up - This can be suffering for them, stuck in an infinite loop.

When there is Soul Starvation and Deprivation
They tend to use Dark pleasure to fill the emptiness and void
And it never works.


When you go through a hard period when everything seems to oppose you.
When you feel you cannot even bear one more minute.
Never give up.

Because it is the time and place that the course will divert .





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